Dear God I know I don't pray to you as often as I should But I need you to help me, please, if you would Will you please give a message to my little angel Finley? I know this is a big thing I ask of you, Oh! Tell him the message is from his Daddy too! My beautiful son, there's so much I need to say Things I didn't get to tell you on that cold sad day Son, your Daddy and I love you Even though you are not here In our hearts we will always hold you dear I know we're not supposed to ask God why, But I ask God constantly, why you had to die We don't always feel it But God has helped your Dad and me, There's some things he has brought to our attention, Some things he wanted us to see, I have always heard things happen for a reason, That it happens in its own due season Something good always comes out of something bad So here are some reasons to help me from being so sad, You were took from us on that cold march day But heaven is your home forever to stay We will never get to see you walk, Or as a little man grow, But sickness or pain you will never know Tears I will never get to wipe from your eyes When this makes me sad, I will just look to the sky I will always wonder what color your eyes would have been Then I think, they never saw sin Heaven or Hell, you didn't have to choose For that reason you did not lose I know your with Jesus For this I can grin Because you didn't have a choice You couldn't help but win Son, I do have some memories of you Even though they are few, But these memories are going to help me make it through Like you moving inside me That I am thankful I got to feel, It's these memories that are going to help me heal Finley, I just wanted to tell you that I love you And goodbye I will not say, Because goodbyes are forever, and I will be with you again someday, So until then, continue to laugh and play Your Daddy and I love you and that's all I need to say God, there is one more thing you can give my son That I did not get to give, God will you please give this to him? Tell him it's from Mommy, That it's my special kiss